The Best Love

It's that time of the year when school is wrapping up and summer is creeping closer and closer. I am finishing up my second year at California State University of San Marcos, and it has gone by much quicker than I imagined it would. Although I am usually the kind of person to make a plan and follow through with it... College has been different. I found myself starting out as a liberal studies major, studying to become a teacher one day... But then after two semesters, I changed my major to business to become a part of my family's business that my grandfather started. After only one semester I realized how unhappy I was with my decision. I wanted more than anything to be apart of the business and make a difference there... But I knew in my heart that this business degree would make me unhappy. So now I have changed yet again... I am now a Marketing and Communications major full time, and in the near future I will be taking classes for product design for the business and I am SO happy with my decision. But in order to move on to this next semester, I have to get through this one which is only about 3 more weeks. All the stress and busyness has seemed to be getting to me. I find myself more stressed and more tired than normal, I couldnt be more ready for Summer. Part of me wants to just hop in my car and drive... Without a plan and without a worry. I've found that lately, driving has been my getaway... It always has been, driving and writing. It seems to me that I always think the best when I'm driving and I always put to words in my writing what is going on in my head and my heart. That's how my Grandpa Jack is... He writes for a living now, and he expresses his heart throughout all his books. One thing that always stood out to me about my grandfather and his writing, was his love for my Grandmother. My Grandma Fran was a wonderful woman. Her smile had the ability to lighten any mood and her hospitality always warmed people's hearts... I have always wanted to be like her, I have always strived for the qualities that she displayed here on earth, even through her sickness. And above all, I have always strived for the love between her and my grandfather. I don't think i have ever seen a love so strong and so inspiring. So strong in fact, that it still lives on to this day...years after her passing away from my Grandpa. He still cries when he speaks of her, and still misses her more and more every day. 60 years they were together... And he still loves her with all his heart. They made marriage look easy, they made it look like it was a blissful breeze. Oh how they have impacted my life and my heart. I only pray that I can strive for a marriage like that... That even through the stubbornness of each other, the hard times, the trials, the bad days, and the disagreements... That there will always be a fire in each heart that burns for the other. That after decades of being together, the love has only bonded them closer together. My Grandparents are my heroes and my inspiration... I love my Grandpa, and I miss my grandma more than anything. In closing, I look back at a memory of my grandma after she had gotten sick and no longer remembered who I was. Every moment I looked at her, she smiled. She smiled from her heart and displayed true contentment even through her sickness. Her laugh and her smile brought a warmth to anyone's heart... I still remember her smile, and I cherish it in my heart hoping to never forget it. Nicholas Sparks said it best when he wrote, "The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds." I'm sure when he wrote that he meant it to be for two human beings... But I read it and think about Jesus, and the love he has for us and how his love has the ability to plant a fire in our hearts and bring peace to our minds.